If you dont want the truth dont read it..

Well for as long as I can remember I have always been one to say what I am thinking and mean what I am saying. Seems that sometimes I am that way to a fault. As previous postings on my blog have shown me and in other places. I have decided something though.. Its as easy as not clicking to open things up if you dont want to read what I have to say. We are all allowed to have our own opinion and allowed to express it. Or at least I thought we all were.Maybe I am wrong but last time I checked it was OK.
I am not going to bow down to anyone.. and I dont expect people to bow down to me ( as some might think). I used to roll over and do what everyone wanted me to do but guess what its not happening anymore. Kinda like me changing jobs this summer yeah times were tough when I did it but guess what I am so much happier now. If I dont like something in my life I will be the one changing it not because someone tells me to but because I want to.
My life seriously consists of work, Skyler and working my second job and anything else just takes a back burner.

WOW....

Today was my first day in my new position. It really is a lot of fun... but  alot of work as well. I am changing up the classroom I am in. The teacher that I am replacing was slightly unorganized and kept things that didnt need to be kept. I am doing major FALL Cleaning.  I am hoping to get a good routine in the next two days for the kids. Today was fly by the seat of my pants. I really dont like that.. But it worked and the kids were pretty well behaved. I brought home work which is totally nice. Especially since it involves Fun things like getting cubby tags ready.      
I came home and was available to get Skylers hair cut, cook dinner and have a relaxing evening at home. That just didnt happen when I worked til  630pm. 
However after I relaxed things got kinda crazy.. But oh well such is life.. For those of you who have read my blog and read the post @@ not many would know what it was in regards to.. But it caused drama.. Was I trying to stir the pot.. Nope I was just posting my feelings on something. Did people blow it out of the ballpark yep.. Someone is done with me.. Wow.. is my world crashing down on me NOPE. I actually feel sorry for the person who is done with me. I have known for a while this person was the type to blow HOT and COLD however I tried to look past it because I really liked them. The last few months though something has been different about them I am not sure what but something. I am really disappointed that they couldnt keep a professional relationship just that and a personal relationship just that. The two should never cross paths. I was able to remain professional when I ordred something.. But my order has been canceled because of something that happened privately... Oh well.. Lost business is lost business for this person. Yeah I didnt give this person a lot of buisness but any busisness is good buisness in this day and age.

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Is how I really feel about something right now. I think its "funny" how other people can post things to a group that are off topic but anytime I do it doesnt get approved for one reason or another. All I posted with OT(off topic) in the subject line was about a new promotion at my job, I wasnt trying to sell anything  I was sharing some GOOD news.Yes it was off topic but it had never been a problem before so why would it be now.. Oh because I cross posted it to another group in which she doesnt like someone who partakes in it. CHILDISH if you ask me. I am just going to  not say a word in the email groups anymore. ITs not like anyone will notice that I am even gone since I dont post that often. It just hurt my feelings that I cant post stuff that is an update but other people can.

EXCITING NEWS

I have been on my "new" job for about five weeks. Today I was called into the office. I was totally scared thinking I had done something wrong to one of our babies, deep down I knew that wasn't it. Then I thought it was because I kinda rocked the "cradle" so to speak about some wrong doings in our class. I was wrong on all counts... The director offered me a lead teacher position in a classroom where the lead teacher was not doing very well and being a little to rough with her babies. I was in a total state of shock because its not something I was expecting by any means. I figured I would get lead in our class this spring when our lead teacher goes out on maternity leave. I am moving up to the one year old class. I am super excited about it but also totally scared. Its a big change from what I have ever done before but I know I can do it. Its also a total change in what hours i will be working. I will be working 630 am til 4 pm. I love those hours. I was informed today that they have never moved a teacher up as fast as I was... My lead teacher in hte room I am in right now is sad to see me move up I guess when I was feeling like I wasn't doing a very good job I really have been.. They have been watching me. Best part about it is I get all my kids back in 1-3 months when they move up to my class.


Well I am off to be estatic some more.. I am still in shock over it..